"Arise And Walk"

Blessed is the man that walks not in the counsel of the ungodly, nor stands in the way of sinners, nor sits in the seat of the scornful.

He that walks uprightly, and works righteousness, and speaks the truth in his heart.

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for you are with me; your rod and your staff they comfort me.

Judge me, O Lord; for I have walked in mine integrity: I have trusted also in the Lord; therefore I shall not slide.

For your loving-kindness is before mine eyes: and I have walked in your truth.

But as for me, I will walk in mine integrity: redeem me, and be merciful unto me.

For the Lord God is a sun and shield: the Lord will give grace and glory: no good thing will he withhold from them that walk uprightly.

I am the Lord your God; walk in my statutes, and keep my judgments, and do them;

Can two walk together, except they be agreed?

The Lord God is my strength, and he will make my feet like hinds' feet, and he will make me to walk upon mine high places.

And I will strengthen them in the Lord; and they shall walk up and down in his name, saith the Lord.

For whether is easier, to say, Your sins be forgiven you; or to say, Arise, and walk?

After this there was a feast of the Jews; and Jesus went up to Jerusalem. Now there is at Jerusalem by the sheep market a pool, which is called in the Hebrew tongue Bethesda, having five porches. In these lay a great multitude of impotent folk, of blind, halt, withered, waiting for the moving of the water. For an angel went down at a certain season into the pool, and troubled the water: whosoever then first after the troubling of the water stepped in was made whole of whatsoever disease he had. And a certain man was there, which had an infirmity thirty and eight years. When Jesus saw him lie, and knew that he had been now a long time in that case, he saith unto him, Will you be made whole? The impotent man answered him, Sir, I have no man, when the water is troubled, to put me into the pool: but while I am coming, another steps down before me.

Jesus says unto him, Rise, take up your bed, and walk. And immediately the man was made whole, and took up his bed, and walked: and on the same day was the sabbath.

The Jews therefore said unto him that was cured, It is the sabbath day: it is not lawful for you to carry your bed. He answered them, He that made me whole, the same said unto me, Take up your bed, and walk. Then asked they him, What man is that which said unto you, Take up your bed, and walk? 

But Jesus answered them, My Father works hitherto, and I work. Therefore the Jews sought the more to kill him, because he not only had broken the sabbath, but said also that God was his Father, making himself equal with God. Then answered Jesus and said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, The Son can do nothing of himself, but what he sees the Father do: for what things soever he does, these also does the Son likewise. For the Father loves the Son, and shows him all things that himself does: and he will show him greater works than these, that you may marvel. For as the Father raises up the dead, and quickens them; even so the Son quickens whom he will.

Psa 1:1;Psa. 15:2;Psa. 23:4;Psa. 26:1;Psa. 26:3;Psa. 26:11;Psa. 84:11;Eziel. 20:19;Amos 3:3;Hab. 3:19;Zech. 10:12;Matt. 9:5;John 5 Chapter

Taking a walk of faith can offend people, because some people feel that they should lay down and let evil happen, or wait for others to do something for them.  Some people also are offended by people that say "Ouch", because you need healing and want healing.  Seeing you carry your bed, offends some people, because it reflect that they should do something for themselves also, because forgiveness is easier to receive then healing.  Or maybe it's a gatekeeper trying to keep people in bondage to continue to think it is not God's will that they should rise and walk, but God's Word is more powerful than any devil.

Walking is a blessing, but should be included in having your heart right with God. God wants you to rise up and walk in the integrity of your heart towards him. That's why the Lord will quicken you to do his will and keep you from the temptation of the flesh.  The flesh likes to wallow in the mire, of sicknesses, lost desires, and of sorrows...because misery loves company.. Arise and Walk...Amen. Thank you, God through my Lord Jesus Christ for blessing me with the desires of my heart, to give myself wholly to your will, by quickening me!

Misunderstood and Afflicted

Who will understand when you are misunderstood?

Have you not known? Have you not heard, that the everlasting God, the Lord, the Creator of the ends of the earth, faints not, neither is weary? There is no searching of his understanding.

My God have sent his angel, and have shut the lions' mouths, that they have not hurt me: forasmuch as before him innocency was found in me; and also before you, O king, have I done no hurt.

Who will hold you up when others have always let you down?

I, even I, am he that comforts you: who art you, that you should be afraid of a man that shall die, and of the son of man which shall be made as grass;...

The Lord shall fight for you, and you shall hold your peace. And he answered and said unto them, I tell you that, if these should hold their peace, the stones would immediately cry out. 

And I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another Comforter, that he may abide with you for ever; I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you. But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you. But when the Comforter is come, whom I will send unto you from the Father, even the Spirit of truth, which proceeds from the Father, he shall testify of me: Nevertheless I tell you the truth; It is expedient for you that I go away: for if I go not away, the Comforter will not come unto you; but if I depart, I will send him unto you.

Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort;Who comforts us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God. 

Who will keep you warm, when it is cold or indifferent?

And whether we be afflicted, it is for your consolation and salvation, which is effectual in the enduring of the same sufferings which we also suffer: or whether we be comforted, it is for your consolation and salvation.

For this is as the waters of Noah unto me: for as I have sworn that the waters of Noah should no more go over the earth; so have I sworn that I would not be wroth with you, nor rebuke you. For the mountains shall depart, and the hills be removed; but my kindness shall not depart from you, neither shall the covenant of my peace be removed, saith the Lord that have mercy on you. O you afflicted, tossed with tempest, and not comforted, behold, I will lay your stones with fair colors, and lay your foundations with sapphires. And I will make your windows of agates, and your gates of carbuncles, and all your borders of pleasant stones. And all thy children shall be taught of the Lord; and great shall be the peace of your children. In righteousness shalt you be established: you shalt be far from oppression; for you shalt not fear: and from terror; for it shall not come near you. Behold, they shall surely gather together, but not by me: whosoever shall gather together against you shall fall for your sake. No weapon that is formed against you shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against you in judgment you shalt condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, and their righteousness is of me, saith the Lord.

What shall we then say to these things?

Fear not; for you shalt not be ashamed: neither be you confounded; for you shalt not be put to shame: for you shalt forget the shame of your youth, and shalt not remember the reproach of your widowhood any more. For your Maker is your husband; the Lord of hosts is his name; and your Redeemer the Holy One of Israel; The God of the whole earth shall he be called.

Who is your family and friend?

God is head of Christ, Christ is the head of the church: and he is the Savior of the body. The church is subject unto Christ, Christ loves the church, and gave himself for it; That he might sanctify and cleanse it with the washing of water by the word,That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish.For no man ever yet hated his own flesh; but nourishes and cherishes it, even as the Lord the church:For we are members of his body, of his flesh, and of his bones. You that is joined unto the Lord is one spirit.

I am the true vine, and my Father is the Husbandman. Every branch in me that bears not fruit he takes away: and every branch that bears fruit, he purges it, that it may bring forth more fruit. Now you are clean through the word which I have spoken unto you. Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can you, except you abide in me. I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abides in me, and I in him, the same brings forth much fruit: for without me you can do nothing. If a man abide not in me, he is cast forth as a branch, and is withered; and men gather them, and cast them into the fire, and they are burned.

If you abide in me, and my words abide in you, you shall ask what you will, and it shall be done unto you. Herein is my Father glorified, that you bear much fruit; so shall you be my disciples. As the Father have loved me, so have I loved you: continue you in my love. If you keep my commandments, you shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father's commandments, and abide in his love. These things have I spoken unto you, that my joy might remain in you, and that your joy might be full. This is my commandment, That you love one another, as I have loved you. Greater love have no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.You are my friends, if you do whatsoever I command you. Henceforth I call you not servants; for the servant knows not what his lord does: but I have called you friends; for all things that I have heard of my Father I have made known unto you. You have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that you should go and bring forth fruit, and that your fruit should remain: that whatsoever you shall ask of the Father in my name, he may give it you. These things I command you, that you love one another. If the world hate you, you know that it hated me before it hated you. If you were of the world, the world would love his own: but because you are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hates you.

If God be for us, who can be against us?

Remember the word that I said unto you, The servant is not greater than his lord. If they have persecuted me, they will also persecute you; if they have kept my saying, they will keep yours also. But all these things will they do unto you for my name's sake, because they know not him that sent me. If I had not come and spoken unto them, they had not had sin: but now they have no cloak for their sin.

He that hates me hates my Father also. If I had not done among them the works which none other man did, they had not had sin: but now have they both seen and hated both me and my Father. But this comes to pass, that the word might be fulfilled that is written in their law, They hated me without a cause.

The Lord Jesus will nourish and cherish his body, his flesh and his bones....God took the branch that didn't bear fruit away and purged the branch that did bear fruit, like God divided the light from the darkness, and he said that the "Light is Good" which is Christ, the Hope of Glory....God is my Judge...Amen.. Go to your family, let them help you, they said.  Thanks Lord Jesus, for making me to see that people might not want to do for me anyway. But you are never too busy, for me to ask or call on you for help.

It's Going to be Alright...He's Never too Busy.

"Andover" Is A Flower!

And the same day, when the even was come, he says unto them, Let us pass over unto the other side.

And when they had sent away the multitude, they took him even as he was in the ship. And there were also with him other little ships.

And there arose a great storm of wind, and the waves beat into the ship, so that it was now full.

And he was in the hinder part of the ship, asleep on a pillow: and they awake him, and say unto him, Master, cares you not that we perish?

And he arose, and rebuked the wind, and said unto the sea, Peace, be still. And the wind ceased, and there was a great calm.

And he said unto them, Why are you so fearful? How is it that you have no faith?

And they feared exceedingly, and said one to another, What manner of man is this, that even the wind and the sea obey him?

Casting all your care upon him; for he cares for you.

Mark 4:36-41;1 Pet. 5:7

Even when you are up to the brim because of the mess that you have been going through, God has not left your side. And over to the other side, He still do care for you. Because He don't want you to perish, but have everlasting life..Amen.

Let me tell you, What I think of Jesus? 

How I found in him a friend so kind and true? 

Let me tell you, How he change my life completely? 

1. He did something that no other friend could do.
2. No one ever, cared for me, like Jesus.
3. There's no other friend so kind as He.
4. No one else can take my sins, and the darkness from me.
5. Oh how much He cares, He cares for me!!

My Bestest Friend, My Only Friend...Amen.

Some people have a lot of friends, but it don't bother me because I have the Bestest Friend in the Universe.

Withdraw Yourselves!

If any man teaches otherwise, and consent not to wholesome words, even the words of our Lord Jesus Christ, and to the doctrine which is according to godliness; he is proud, knowing nothing, but doting about questions and strifes of words, whereof comes envy, strife, railings, evil surmising, perverse disputing of men of corrupt minds, and destitute of the truth, supposing that gain is godliness: from such withdraw yourself.

Now we command you, brethren, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that you withdraw yourselves from every brother that walks disorderly, and not after the tradition which he received of us.

For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy, without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good, traitors, heady, high-minded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God; having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away.

Give to him that asks you, and from him that would borrow of you turn not you away.

1 Tim. 6:5;2 Thes. 3:6;2 Tim. 3:1-5;Matt. 5:42

In the mouth of two or three witnesses, let every word be established...This is a spiritual walk, sometimes the Lord puts you at a rock and a hard place..because you can't walk this walk alone without the counsel of your God, you must have fellowship with the Lord.  Love your enemies which means if your enemies is hungry, feed them, if they thirst, give them a drink. This is if the Lord allows your enemies to ask of you, or borrow of you. Well, that is what you must pray about...Amen. Who can come to the Lord except the Lord draw them? God prepares a person's heart to receive salvation and the Lord shall judge his people. Vengeance belong to the Lord, he shall repay. The Lord will find the sheep that is lost, not you. This is the Father's business, and it's marvelous in our eyes...Amen. I am not alone, God is the Judge!!!

Finally!!!

Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.

Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Wherefore take unto you the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.  Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;and your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith you shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints;and for me, that utterance may be given unto me, that I may open my mouth boldly, to make known the mystery of the gospel, for which I am an ambassador in bonds: that therein I may speak boldly, as I ought to speak.

Charity suffers long, and is kind; charity envies not; charity vaunts not itself, is not puffed up, Do not behave itself unseemly, seeks not her own, is not easily provoked, thinks no evil; rejoices not in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth;bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

This is the third time I am coming to you. In the mouth of two or three witnesses shall every word be established.

And be not conformed to this world: but be you transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.

And be renewed in the spirit of your mind;

And have put on the new man, which is renewed in knowledge after the image of him that created him:

Who satisfies your mouth with good things; so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's.

As for me, this is my covenant with them, saith the Lord; My Spirit that is upon you, and my words which I have put in your mouth, shall not depart out of your mouth, nor out of the mouth of your seed, nor out of the mouth of your seed's seed, saith the Lord, from henceforth and for ever.

Phil 4:8;Eph. 6:10-20;1 Cor. 13:4-7;2 Cor. 13:1;Rom.12:2;Eph. 4:23;Col 3:10;Psa. 103:5;Isa. 59:21

Think on these things...God's word doesn't contradict itself, Think on honest things, lovely things, just things, pure things, of good report things, virtuous things and of praise things...Charity thinks no evil, but it rejoices in the truth, and believes in the Lord helping you, bearing you through it all...Amen. Thank God for the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit which is the word of God!!....How can you stand, by taking the beat down mentally? No, You are more than a conqueror through Him that loves you; His word will edify you, and build you up..Amen.

Religious Or Born Again?

There was a man of the Pharisees, named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews: The same came to Jesus by night, and said unto him, Rabbi, we know that you art a teacher come from God: for no man can do these miracles that you do, except God be with him.

Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.

Nicodemus said unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mother's womb, and be born?

Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. Marvel not that I said unto you, You must be born again. The wind blows where it lists, and you hears the sound thereof, but canst not tell where it comes, and where it goes: so is every one that is born of the Spirit.

Nicodemus answered and said unto him, How can these things be?

Jesus answered and said unto him, Are you a master of Israel, and knows not these things? Verily, verily, I say unto you, We speak that we do know, and testify that we have seen; and you receive not our witness. If I have told you earthly things, and you believe not, how shall you believe, if I tell you of heavenly things? And no man have ascended up to heaven, but he that came down from heaven, even the Son of man which is in heaven. And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up: That whosoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life. For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved. He that believes on him is not condemned: but he that believes not is condemned already, because he have not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God. And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil. For every one that do evil hates the light, neither comes to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved. But he that do truth comes to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God.

After these things came Jesus and his disciples into the land of Judaea; and there he tarried with them, and baptized.

John 3:1-22

The great piece of the puzzle: Who so ever it be that believes in the gospel shall be saved. But everyone must believe for himself or herself; you must be born again. You came here alone, so you must receive Jesus as your personal Savior alone...Jesus died for all but you must believe for yourself, you must be born again...not as a group...but afterwards you will be a group in the family of God...Amen.

When I was a child, I wondered why the Lord died for our sins, and we were still sinning; now I understand my child-self wondering why I was still sinning, not as a group or as a family, but for myself. I had to get the message (revelation from God) for myself of the gospel of Jesus Christ, the Father had to draw me into repentance, and had to reveal His Holy Son in me...Amen.

Quiet Please! or Speak Up!

Wherefore, my beloved brethren, let every man be swift to hear, slow to speak, slow to wrath: For the wrath of man works not the righteousness of God. Wherefore lay apart all filthiness and superfluity of naughtiness, and receive with meekness the engrafted word, which is able to save your souls. But be you doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving your own selves.

For if any be a hearer of the word, and not a doer, he is like unto a man beholding his natural face in a glass: For he beholds himself, and goes his way, and straightway forgets what manner of man he was. But whoso looks into the perfect law of liberty, and continues therein, he being not a forgetful hearer, but a doer of the work, this man shall be blessed in his deed.

Behold my servant, whom I uphold; mine elect, in whom my soul delighted; I have put my Spirit upon him: he shall bring forth judgment to the Gentiles. He shall not cry, nor lift up, nor cause his voice to be heard in the street.

And that you study to be quiet, and to do your own business, and to work with your own hands, as we commanded you;That you may walk honestly toward them that are without, and that you may have lack of nothing.

James 1:19-25;Isa. 42:1-2;1 Thes. 4:11-12

Quiet Please, and you will hear what the Spirit of Lord is saying to you, stop speaking up in your flesh, being loud is not making anything, any better...Stop trying to teach in your flesh, it's not working any righteousness...charity suffers long, and is kind, charity envies not, vaunts not itself, behaves not unseemly, is not easily provoked, thinks no evil, rejoice not in iniquity, but rejoice in the truth, bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things, charity will never fail, prophesies they shall fail, tongues they shall cease, knowledge it will vanish away....but continue in your salvation and you will be a doer of the word and not a hearer....Isn't "charity" the Spirit of God? So, be led of the Spirit...I am instructed both to abound and to suffer need, I can do all things through Christ...for without Christ I can do nothing, there is a time to speak and a time to refrain from speaking, there is a time and there is a season for everything...Wait I say, on the Lord...Let your word be magnified, Oh Lord, even my enemies have to agree with me, in the midst of trying to come against your anointed...Thank you, Jesus, I am indeed your child, you have confirmed the word with a sign (Quiet Please) following..Oh God, you have made me to laugh, that those that hear me shall laugh with me!!! ...I see Sarah...Amen.

Disrespected?

Why do they disrespect you?

• Because you love Christ, 
• Because you love God,
• Because you are a New Creature.

Believe me,

When I say that you have had some doubts about yourself in God, And this is why the messenger of Satan (a disrespectful spirit) was sent to you.

How do you rid yourself of this messenger?

By the blood of the Lamb and by the word of your testimony, and loving not your life in this world.

• You should ask God what to do if anything. 
• You should know that the blood of Christ will cleanse you,
• You should ask God to forgive your sins.
• You should know that God is not condemning you.
• You should know you are more than a conqueror, 
• You should know through God that loves you.
• You should see the truth about yourself, 
• You should see your doubts about yourself in God,
• You should ask God for help in these areas.

End results,

You must be bold in who you are in Christ Jesus, This is the answer...God's doing this for you, in the fire. Hallelujah!, Saved to the uttermost. Amen.

God is gracious and good, He loves you!

For our, God is a consuming fire.

John answered, saying unto them all, I indeed baptize you with water; but one mightier than I comes, the latchet of whose shoes I am not worthy to unloose: he shall baptize you with the Holy Ghost and with fire: whose fan is in his hand, and he will thoroughly purge his floor and will gather the wheat into his garner; but the chaff he will burn with fire unquenchable.

I counsel you to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that you may be rich; and white raiment, that you may be clothed, and that the shame of your nakedness do not appear; and anoint your eyes with eyesalve, that you may see.

Heb. 12:29;Luke 3:16-17;2 Cor. 12 Chapter;Rev. 3:18

I don't have to shout, but be quiet before the Lord, help me Lord not to defend myself....God knows it all together...Amen...Commit your way unto Him, trust also in Him and He shall bring it to pass, wait I say on the Lord....Thank you, Lord for being my refuge and my fortress, my God in whom I will trust..Amen.

God Didn't Let Him Touch You!

And Abraham journeyed from there toward the south country, and dwelt between Kadesh and Shur, and sojourned in Gerar. And Abraham said of Sarah his wife, She is my sister: and Abimelech king of Gerar sent, and took Sarah. But God came to Abimelech in a dream by night, and said to him, Behold, you art but a dead man, for the woman which you hast taken; for she is a man's wife.

But Abimelech had not come near her: and he said, Lord, wilt you slay also a righteous nation? Said he not unto me, She is my sister? and she, even she herself said, He is my brother: in the integrity of my heart and innocency of my hands have I done this.

And God said unto him in a dream, Yea, I know that you did this in the integrity of your heart; for I also withheld you from sinning against me: therefore suffered I you not to touch her. Now therefore restore the man his wife; for he is a prophet, and he shall pray for you, and you shalt live: and if you restore her not, know you that you shalt surely die, you, and all that are yours.

Therefore Abimelech rose early in the morning, and called all his servants, and told all these things in their ears: and the men were sore afraid. And Abimelech took sheep, and oxen, and menservants, and womenservants, and gave them unto Abraham, and restored him Sarah his wife. And Abimelech said, Behold, my land is before you: dwell where it pleases you.

And unto Sarah he said, Behold, I have given your brother a thousand pieces of silver: behold, he is to you a covering of the eyes, unto all that are with you, and with all other: thus she was reproved.

Keep me as the apple of the eye, hide me under the shadow of your wings...

Who is this that comes up from the wilderness, leaning upon her beloved? I raised you up under the apple tree: there your mother brought you forth: there she brought you forth that bare you.

Gen. 20 Chapter;Psa. 17:8;Song of S 8:5

He will never leave you nor forsake you...for God has given his angels charge over you, to keep you in all your ways...Amen.

Didn't You Pray About This Beforehand!

But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that comes to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.

But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.

A devout man, and one that feared God with all his house, which gave much alms to the people, and prayed to God alway. He saw in a vision evidently about the ninth hour of the day an angel of God coming in to him, and saying unto him, Cornelius. And when he looked on him, he was afraid, and said, What is it, Lord? And he said unto him, Your prayers and your alms are come up for a memorial before God. And said, Cornelius, your prayer is heard, and your alms are had in remembrance in the sight of God.

Heb. 11:6;John 14:26;Acts 10:2-4&31

You prayed that you don't want to offend anyone because of your faith in God about your blessing you are believing for. You said in your heart, Lord, I know you have a greater blessing then the one that I am hoping for, right now, but this might offend the ones that are working with me if I walk away from this, so what do I do through the time that I am waiting for you.  This that I am doing is definitely not my blessing, but let me enjoy the faith of it, unto my true blessing, happens, getting over to the other side.  When things started happening you were blessed spiritually but you forgot that God heard you, and you continued in that faith, but God worked with that also, and freed you from the obligation of those that were working with you, they walked away. Instead, you felt offended and disappointed but then God reminded you, that your prayer was heard, and he has not lied to you. As he did to Abraham about Ishmael, Abraham forgot also that there is a blessing that you cannot do alone. Abraham was told by God that he would bless him with a son from Sarah, out of her, literally meaning this. But we think sometimes and believe that God is talking in a indirect way, not meaning what he says. But when we get caught up in that what we do, things are not going to work out like we thought, but God works it out for our good, for God sees all and knows all, and God is gracious... He blessed also Ishmael, but declared that God does not lie, there was a Isaac...Amen.

The Husbandman that labors must be partaker of the fruits, Thank you, God, you heard my prayer.. And Sarah said, God have made me to laugh, so that all that hear will laugh with me. Gen. 21:6..A woman when she is in travail have sorrow, because her hour is come: but as soon as she is delivered of the child, she remember no more the anguish, for joy that a man is born into the world. And you now therefore have sorrow: but I will see you again, and your heart shall rejoice, and your joy no man take from you. And in that day you shall ask me nothing..John 16:21-23..Amen.