Your Blessings, Now In This Time!

Then Peter began to say unto him, Look, we have left all, and have followed thee. And Jesus answered and said, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that have left house, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my sake, and the gospel's, But he shall receive an hundredfold NOW IN THIS TIME, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life. But many that are first shall be last; and the last first. Mark 10:28-31 God does have a blessing for his children on this earth, be patient. Your inheritance is own it's way. You are a heir of God. The earth is the Lord's and the fullness thereof, the world and they that are therein...God has given us favor as a shield..Nothing shall He withhold from them that walk uprightly, Hallelujah!!

A Great Calm

Behold, all they that were incensed against you shall be ashamed and confounded: they shall be as nothing; and they that strive with you shall perish.

You shall seek them, and shalt not find them, even them that contended with you: they that war against you shall be as nothing, and as a thing of nought.

For I the LORD your God will hold your right hand, saying unto you, Fear not; I will help you. Isaiah 41:11-13

It Is I, Be Not Afraid

But the ship was now in the midst of the sea, tossed with waves: for the wind was contrary. And in the fourth watch of the night Jesus went unto them, walking on the sea. And when the disciples saw him walking on the sea, they were troubled, saying, It is a spirit; and they cried out for fear. But straightway Jesus spoke unto them, saying, Be of good cheer; it is I; be not afraid. Matt. 14:24-27 Can you relate to this?

He said that he would never leave us nor forsake us, why do we think that it could be evil things tormenting us, be not afraid it is Christ, ask of him these mysteries in your life, all things now are of God. pray about it. Jesus is with me and I experienced the fear and the cheer, it was Jesus all the time. My God! Hallelujah! amen. Yes, Lord The battle is the Lords, the Lord of Hosts is his name.

This house, I'm living in is no ones house but God. The last man that owned the house was name "Jesse Farmer" he died. And these landlords which was not landlords didn't own the house, "Jesse Farmer" name reminds me of David's father "Jesse" and "Farmer" reminds me of the Husbandman which is God.  Well the Lord got to me to speak to me about a promise to me that no one will get between me and my God that is what I prayed when I received the Lord God, and God kept that promise and showed me through this situation that He is faithful to me. This house was built in 1955 and the house is grey and black which is for ashly. Perfect for me. This is me in a symbolic way not a spirit but Christ was speaking to me that it is himself, be of good cheer, be not afraid I will work it out for your good.

Pray and Praise God

Acts 16:24-26 Who, having received such a charge, thrust them into the inner prison, and made their feet fast in the stocks. And at midnight Paul and Silas prayed, and sang praises unto God:and the prisoners heard them. And suddenly there was a great earthquake, so that the foundations of the prison were shaken: and immediately all the doors were opened, and every one's bands were loosed.

Do you ever feel that you would get in the way if God blessed you? or that you don't know what to do? that is a yoke or a bondage, because you must walk by faith. But where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is Liberty. The anointing breaks every yoke. There is a foundation of error that hinders us from walking in the spirit.  When praying for one another or letting God minister through us we will find that the error of the foundation that is holding us will be shaken.  The only foundation that we should be standing on is Christ Jesus the truth of God. We shall know the truth and the truth shall make us free.  God said he will not just shake the earth only but also heaven, this is signifying that there must be some things that are not of God that will be shaken and these things that remain are of God.  So we see that the Holy Spirit is edifying the body of Christ with divers ministries and only with two or three gathered in his name or sometimes encouraging yourself is sufficient; to loosen the bands of wickedness through rebuke in love to each other and/or prayer.  Why is it that some don't believe the word of God is rich with the truth, not dead letter of the law, but the gospel truth is what we should be eating and living from that bread which is Christ.  Some start off with Christ Jesus and stray away from his doctrine, maybe it came from the pastors and teachers that teach the law and not grace.  Some don't believe that God is all powerful to keep the souls that he saves through the Lord Jesus Christ.  He said, He is the Good Shepherd, but some say work, work, work like the Egyptians did to the Israelites. Which the Egyptians felt that sheep was a abomination to them.  God lead his people as a Shepherd out of Egypt into the promise land and he is just the same today.  Jesus said that we are his Father's sheep.  What foundation are you in all cases standing on? the anointing which is the truth shall break every yoke.

Not My Will But God's Will

From where come wars and fightings among you? come they not here, even of your lusts that war in your members? Do you think that the scripture said in vain, The spirit that dwells in us lusts to envy?
But he gives more grace. Wherefore he said, God resist the proud, but gives grace unto the humble. Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double minded. Be afflicted, and mourn, and weep: let your laughter be turned to mourning, and your joy to heaviness. Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up. A lot of our problems come from ourselves, when we don't like something, it first starts with us, and then it goes out to the world. I seen that I didn't want to be a preacher or a minister, I wanted to be just a virtuous woman, but this is not true.  This is the battle that is going on inside of me that I don't want to be something that God has meant me to be, being a virtuous woman is not the problem, but being a minister of the gospel is the problem with me.  This is a problem from within, and I must conquer it by submitting to God's will.  I love the boldness and what God is saying through me but I don't like that he uses me, why does he want to use a woman, I would say. This is the scripture that comes to mind "God has chosen the foolish things of this world to confound the things which are wise in this world..", this is for me not anyone else to realize that he has chosen me for his glory and then I would become happy but then I would become sad because it doesn't make sense. Maybe it doesn't make sense because I thought I had my sons so they can be the preachers but that is not what God was doing, that was what I thought to hand it down to them.  One of my sons used to say "don't give me those hand-it-downs", meaning clothes. But who do I think I am anyway to think I can hand anything like a gift or anointing to another, that is God's business not mine to give it to me in the first place, And he doesn't change his mind nor repent from blessing me with his anointing, Praise the Lord!!, I can't fight with God, let his will be done!! The problem is now solved because God's will is my will in and for my life, now I have peace with God through my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. amen. Thanks for listening.

James 4:1-10

Where Are Those Your Accusers?

For men shall be lovers of their own selves..false accusers,..;And they which heard it, being convicted by their own conscience, went out one by one, beginning at the eldest, even unto the last: and Jesus was left alone, and the woman standing in the midst. When Jesus had lifted up himself, and saw none but the woman, he said unto her, Woman, where are those your accusers? have no man condemned you? She said, No man, Lord. And Jesus said unto her, Neither do I condemn you: go, and sin no more. And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of his Christ: for the accuser of our brethren is cast down, which accused them before our God day and night. And there shall be no night there; and they need no candle, neither light of the sun; for the Lord God gives them light: and they shall reign for ever and ever. I had no night, I stay up for days all through the night, sleeping in the day-time, and God gave me light. Because it was the devil in the middle of the night accusing me about everything because I was in that high place with the Lord and now there is no accuser to accuse me falsely,  Oh! How precious is the flow that makes me white as snow there's no other fount I know nothing but the blood of Jesus. Amazing grace how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me...., The cleansing stream I see, I see, I plunge and Oh it cleanseth me, Oh Praise the Lord, It cleanseth me, yes cleanseth me, yes cleanseth me. I rise to walk in heaven's own light above the world of sin, with heart made pure and garment white and Christ enthroned within.  The cleanses stream I see I see, I plunge and Oh it cleanseth me, Oh Praise the Lord, It cleanseth me, yes cleanseth me, yes cleanseth me. amen. If you confess your sins, God is faithful and just to forgive you your sins and to cleanse you from all the unrighteousness, if you say that you have no sin you deceive yourself and God's word is not in you. amen.

The Lord Heard I Was Hated

Because the LORD has heard I was hated, he has therefore given me this son also: For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counselor, The Mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace. For in him dwells all the fullness of the Godhead bodily. And I am complete in him, which is the head of all principality and power: The Father loves the Son, and have given all things into his hand. For as the Father has life in himself; so have he given to the Son to have life in himself; And have given him authority to execute judgment also, because he is the Son of man. And this is the record, that God has given to me eternal life, and this life is in his Son. And we know that the Son of God comes, and have given us an understanding, that we may know him that is true, and we are in him that is true, even in his Son Jesus Christ. This is the true God and eternal life. And I said, My heart rejoices in the Lord, mine horn is exalted in the Lord: my mouth is enlarged over mine enemies; because I rejoice in my God's salvation. Now I can speak boldly as I ought to speak with no fear because the Lord God is behind me one hundred percent.

For I will give you a mouth and wisdom, which all your adversaries shall not be able to gainsay nor resist.

Luke 21:15

I Was And Am Hated

Through generations you will see God blessed his people that was hated without cause Jesus is the forerunner, Joseph, David, Daniel, etc. he always exalted them. This was Christ manifested in them. I was hated and now am hated and my children without cause, seven years ago I and my children was cast out of a household and they put their sins on us, and now I know that Christ has been there with me and is truly with me and my children today. How can you say you love the Father God and hate his children or his people? I lived in this hate all my life like the blind man, not knowing what was going on, but knowing you are hated, until the Lord called me to himself. I was preaching but no one was listening until they cast me and my children out. The healed of being blind man answered and said unto them, Why herein is a marvelous thing, that you know not from whence he is, and yet he have opened mine eyes. Now we know that God hears not sinners: but if any man be a worshiper of God, and does his will, him he hears. Since the world began was it not heard that any man opened the eyes of one that was born blind. If this man were not of God, he could do nothing. They answered and said unto him, You was altogether born in sins, and do you teach us? And they cast him out. Jesus heard that they had cast him out; and when he had found him, he said unto him, Do you believe on the Son of God? He answered and said, Who is he, Lord, that I might believe on him? And Jesus said unto him, You have both seen him, and it is he that talks with you. And he said, Lord, I believe. And he worshiped him. And Jesus said, For judgment I am come into this world, that they which see not might see; and that they which see might be made blind. And some of the Pharisees which were with him heard these words, and said unto him, Are we blind also? Jesus said unto them, If you were blind, you should have no sin: but now you say, We see; therefore your sin remains. They cast me out, and it was meant that they cast me out, that I might be exalted in Christ. But love you your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and you shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil. Be you therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful. Woe unto you, when all men shall speak well of you! for so did their fathers to the false prophets. But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. For these things are truly forgiveness. Amen.

God At His Best

Jesus found me in the lost and found,

In a time that nobody was around.

He gave me strength even when I was bound,

He has always kept me ever, so sound.
Now is the time to give it a rest,
Knowing that my God is on His very best,
He said, "I'm just the same today,
So do all that you can do and move out of my way".
God has saved me in the nick of time,
When I thought that I didn't have a dime.
My God is always a provider indeed,
So I don't have to worry when I have a need.
God is always reminding my soul,
Every time making me ever wit whole.

PoetDeerfield

If God found me, which He did, there is no other to be needed.

God Remembers

God have not dealt with me after my sins; nor rewarded me according to my iniquities. For as the heaven is high above the earth, so great is his mercy toward me that fear him. As far as the east is from the west, so far have he removed my transgressions from me. Like as a father pitied his child, so the LORD pities me that fear him. For God knows my frame; God remembers that I am dust and ashes. I know the LORD that He is God: it is he that have made me, and not me myself; I am his people, and a sheep of his pasture. He will regard the prayer of the destitute, and not despise my prayer. If I say that I have fellowship with him, and walk in darkness, I lie, and do not the truth: But if I walk in the light, as He is in the light, I have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanse me from all sin. If I say that I have no sin, I deceive myself, and the truth is not in me. If I confess my sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us my sins, and to cleanse me from all unrighteousness. If I say that I have not sinned, I make him a liar, and his word is not in me. I am glad God has not rewarded me according to my sins and that he remembers that I am just dust and ashes.  Like Abraham answered and said, Behold now, I have taken upon me to speak unto the LORD, which am but dust and ashes: For God redeemed my life from destruction; He crowns me with loving-kindness and tender mercies; Bless the Lord Oh my soul!  I am forgiven and have the blessing of Christ and of my God, and nothing can hinder his love to me.  For the blood of the Lamb cleanses me from all sins. Revelation 7:14 Says, "These are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, and made them white in the blood of the Lamb". Behold, I come quickly: blessed is he that keep the sayings of the prophecy of this book. And I John saw these things, and heard them. And when I had heard and seen, I fell down to worship before the feet of the angel which showed me these things. Then said he unto me, See you do it not: for I am your fellow servant, and of your brethren the prophets, and of them which keep the sayings of this book: worship God. And he said unto me, Seal not the sayings of the prophecy of this book: for the time is at hand. Amen. I am them that keep the saying of this book. Amen. Hallelujah!! Yes!! And there shall be no night there; and they need no candle, neither light of the sun; for the Lord God gives them light: and they shall reign for ever and ever. Amen. Then said he unto them, Therefore every scribe which is instructed unto the kingdom of heaven is like unto a man that is an householder, which brings forth out of his treasure things new and old. (Matt. 13:52) And you shall eat old store, and bring forth the old because of the new. (Lev. 26:10)

God Righteousness

Seek first God's kingdom and His RIGHTEOUSNESS and all these things shall be added. Not our righteousness but His righteousness. When Peter went to the sea to get the first fish, and open his mouth to see money, did Peter asked to find the owner? Didn't Peter do what Christ said and received the money and paid the debt that was not even owed. The blessing of the Lord makes rich and He adds no sorrow to it. He will not let you suffer over a blessing that is for you. Ask. God is good.  Are we building up our own righteousness, so we can feel that we deserve a blessing when we ask? That's not God's righteousness.  If God gave you the thing that you needed, would you hinder it and be self-righteous?  Suppose Peter said, "I can't give this money to the tax people they might think that I stole this money," this is self righteous. You are hindering your own blessings and God. If you are doubting you can't receive from God. The doubting is "what if", "but", "if this happens", "but, I'm not important".  You are important because you received Christ in your life, God's righteousness. Your good works is not why he answers your prayers. Put the money on your taxes as a gift, and receive from the Lord. Be honest. You can't be double-minded. You will not receive anything of the Lord, double-minded is unstable in all it's ways. Fear is not love, perfect love cast out fear, We love God because He first loved us. Think, keep following the Lord, don't draw back into perdition but believe to the saving of your soul.  Jesus wants you to be free to serve him and to be a light, a city that is set on a hill it can not be hid, to show how much he loves you, so people will believe on him that sent him, that God is good.

Give Them To Eat

Jesus told his disciples to give them to eat, what you are eating.  The disciples looked at the fact that there was so many people to feed and the amount they had in their hands was not enough for them and the people to be fed.  But Jesus commanded his disciples to make the people sit down.  This is the act of their faith, to make the people sit down to meat.  I have seen how God wants us to use what we have and multiply it, for my God is a harvesting God.  Walk by faith and not by sight.  Everything points to this scripture, that our lives are not the same as it used to be.  I remember when I first received the Lord, I wanted great faith.  I was told that if you fast, that it would make you stronger.  So I fast for four days, I am not recommending that others do this.  After the four days and I was in prayer, and I knew that the presence of God was there, God listening to me.  I asked that I could walk with my husband by faith like Abraham and Sarah.  I heard "You will surely, walk by faith with your husband".  So I continued in prayer, and asked for the gift of miracles, I heard "You will surely have a need of a miracle" that made me afraid and I said to myself. "Oh, No, what have I asked". I always wanted God to be my husband, but felt "No, I can't asked that, but it was my desire though".  I still went through a lot of dreams, about who my husband was and I searched and was very disappointed that nobody could fill those shoes but my God.  I didn't realize that when I was under conviction to become saved, that I knew that God was taking care of me and all I wanted to do is have him in my life and get a man that would please him so I would not be unpleasing to him anymore.  Yes, Jesus was that man that would make my God pleased and I would be pleasing to him. Long story made short, "The Lord of Host is his name" twenty-eight years later I found out that eye have not seen nor ear heard the things that God has prepared for them that love, wait, adore him, This song was given to me from the Lord on my venture for the search for the husband in 1983. So I have been walking with my God all this time by faith. :) God has many mansions, God is vast, Jesus said "He goes to prepare a place for you". God can be all that you need.. He is a fulfilling God. Hallelujah!

Shall Not Perish

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.  (John 3:16)  This scripture is so powerful, God made all things and he knows each life form that falls onto the ground.  The word "perish" is a fascinating word, PERISH: To die or be destroyed, especially in a violent or untimely manner: to become destroyed or brought to ruin; to cause to suffer; or cease to exist.  To come near to dying of thirst or starvation.  I would say "not preserved" is a good meaning for perishing.  The world even say "an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure". The Lord said "He came that they might have life and that they might have it more abundantly".  Abundant life is the opposite of perishing.

We know that we have seen fruit that sits too long unattended that it winkles, the juice inside dries up, and it decays and goes back to the earth.  That's perishing and when we have no money, no food, no joy and no health. We are perishing, winkles appear and we bow down to the ground.  The Lord said that "If you believe in the only begotten Son of God you will have everlasting life and should not perish". Listen: ever lasting life, not ending not decaying, not forgotten, For the Lord has said that He will never leave you nor forsake you, that means you are not going to perish in any situation.  This is the gospel, which all of us as saved from sin and to all others, that we will not be forgotten to perish nor be destroyed.  We can count on this scripture in times of need.  That God is able to do exceeding, abundantly, above all that we ask or think according to the power that is working within us. God is a Good God.  Fear not, for I am with you, be not dismayed for I am your God, I will help you, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness.

Because Of Unbelief

And when he was come into his own country, he taught them in their synagogue, insomuch that they were astonished, and said, Where have this man this wisdom, and these mighty works? Is not this the carpenter's son? is not his mother called Mary? and his brethren, James, and Joses, and Simon, and Judas? And his sisters, are they not all with us? Where then have this man all these things? And they were offended in him. But Jesus said unto them, A prophet is not without honor, save in his own country, and in his own house. And he did not many mighty works there because of their unbelief. Then said they unto him, What shall we do, that we might work the works of God? Jesus answered and said unto them, This is the work of God, that you believe on him whom he have sent. Let not your heart be troubled: you believe in God, believe also in me. (Matt. 13:54-58;John 6:27-29;John 14:1) This came to mind, that Jesus could not do many mighty works because of their unbelief, for it is your faith that saves or delivers you by God through His well-beloved Son.  And Jesus spoke that we would do mightier works than himself because he goes to the Father and the Father is greater than he.  Which leads me to believe that we know that the world can not receive even us, because of their unbelief.  The world not seeing that we are new creatures in Christ Jesus, old things are passed away all things have become new. They see us the way, the people seen Christ and his supposed family, as someone who was like them, which is unbelief.  I feel it is a responsibility for people to be used as a channel to get to God, are we really ready for this responsibility and are we finished with trying to be something in this world. Christ knew when the people wanted to make him a king when he fed the thousands, in that the people was not praising God for the miracles, but for Jesus to feed them with natural food, so he hid from them. Are we finished with our lives in this world? To work the works of God, for his glory? And if we are new creatures then we are finished with this world, then we will not be accepted among our own kin and among our own countrymen.

"With A Loud Voice"

And it came to pass, as he went to Jerusalem, that he passed through the midst of Samaria and Galilee. And as he entered into a certain village, there met him ten men that were lepers, which stood afar off: And they lifted up their voices, and said, Jesus, Master, have mercy on us. And when he saw them, he said unto them, Go shew yourselves unto the priests. And it came to pass, that, as they went, they were cleansed. And one of them, when he saw that he was healed, turned back, and with a loud voice glorified God, And fell down on his face at his feet, giving him thanks: and he was a Samaritan. And Jesus answering said, Were there not ten cleansed? but where are the nine? There are not found that returned to give glory to God, save this stranger. And he said unto him, Arise, go your way: your faith have made you whole.  

Luke 17:11-19

This story came to my mind yesterday, as I was praying.  I was holding on to my faith in God about the return of some books that was sent to the wrong place, and was debited out of my account. It seem like I couldn't get this money back in my account because I cancelled the card and got a new one.  You know how it seemed a impossibility that I would get credit for these lost books.  But today, I felt to look in my account and the money was reimbursed to me.  "Praise the Lord"  I screamed, praising God with a loud voice.  He deserve all of the praise in all the things he does for me on a continual basis. I believe there is more to come, today.

Praise In The Mouth Of Babes

God can use your children and other people of your faith.  Don't close your mind but listen for the voice of the Lord.  Let us esteem others better than ourselves. My children was talking the other day about the Lord is a luxurious God, because he made the streets of his kingdom gold and I thought about the jewels as the foundations of the city. "Why wouldn't he want you to have the best of this life? , and If you know that God blessed you with these things why do you worry about things"?, this is what my youngest said.  I didn't pay attention at first, until something said quietly "why aren't you listening?". In the mouth of babes, God have perfected praise.  I found out later, because I was searching and asking God about why he told me that His son would help me to get the house of my dreams.  I asked how can this be, because according to the word I wanted to know.  By revelation it was coming to me about Abraham sojourned in the land of promise as in a strange country.  Abraham seed inherited the promise of the land. Christ is the main seed of Abraham having all the promises of Abraham. The Lord said to Abraham at this time will I come and Sarah shall have a Son. Christ's life was cut off (for he was cut off out of the land of the living: for the transgression of my people was he stricken) having no seed to leave his inheritance and established again according to the Father's will. Christ is the seed of Abraham that the promises was given and we are that seed that received Christ and became heir to his blessing on this earth.  Because Abraham sojourned in his promise and his seed inherited it in the season that they returned from the land of Egypt. So I can own a house down here, I needed to know this according to the word of God, because God is a giver of good and perfect gifts, but if we don't realize that God has given these blessing, we will not hold on to the reward.  Because it has to be founded upon a rock which is Jesus sayings, the floods came and winds blew but the blessing could not be moved because it was founded upon Christ's sayings. Jesus said before Abraham was, I am and that Abraham rejoiced to see my day and saw it.  Jesus said the first shall be last and the last shall be first, If you follow him, and forsake houses, lands, brethren, family... for his sake and the gospel you will receive a hundredfold in this time, houses, lands, brethren, family...with persecution and the world to come eternal life.  Abraham did rejoiced to see Christ day and saw it, because Abraham was last to have a son, but was first in his blessings from God.  And Abraham was rich because he forsook all and follow Christ not knowing where he was going.  So Christ is that solid rock that I stand all other ground is sinking sand, all other ground is sinking sand.

The Holy Israel

By faith Abraham, when he was called to go out into a place which he should after receive for an inheritance, obeyed; and he went out, not knowing whither he went. By faith, he sojourned in the land of promise, as in a strange country, dwelling in tabernacles with Isaac and Jacob, the heirs with him of the same promise: For he looked for a city which have foundations, whose builder and maker is God. And Jesus answered and said, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that have left house, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my sake, and the gospel's, But he shall receive a hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life. But many that are first shall be last; and the last first. They answered and said unto him, Abraham is our father. Jesus said unto them, If you were Abraham's children, you would do the works of Abraham. But now you seek to kill me, a man that has told you the truth, which I have heard of God: this did not Abraham. Your father Abraham rejoiced to see my day: and he saw it, and was glad.

Heb. 11:8-10;Mark 10:29-31;John 8:39-40+56 

I've been in this territory before and now the Lord has founded me on his word, to keep me in times to come. Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! That rock which Jacob laid his head and rested and seen the ladder in God's House, angels ascending and descending upon the rock which is Christ Jesus.  And God speaking to him, establishing him in His promises made to Abraham. God says that He will give Jacob's seed the land that Jacob laid on.

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God Is A Promise

That you be not slothful, but followers of them who through faith and patience inherit the promises. For when God made promise to Abraham, because he could swear by no greater, he swore by himself, Saying, Surely blessing I will bless you, and multiplying I will multiply you. And so, after he had patiently endured, he obtained the promise. For men verily swear by the greater: and an oath for confirmation is to them an end of all strife. Wherein God, willing more abundantly to show unto the heirs of promise the immutability of his counsel, confirmed it by an oath: That by two immutable things, in which it was impossible for God to lie, we might have a strong consolation, who have fled for refuge to lay hold upon the hope set before us: Which hope we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and steadfast, and which enter into that within the veil; Whither the forerunner is for us entered, even Jesus, made an high priest for ever after the order of Melchisedec.  I need to hear that God swore, that he would bless me, it's not about my faith, but it's about that God doesn't lie. Thank you, Lord for saving me from unbelief.

Heb. 6:12-20

Don't Feel Condemned

Have you ever ask the Lord to give you somethings and you are sure the Lord was hearing you?  When we know that he hears us we know that we have the petition that we desire of him.  And you walk away from prayer and have a battle of thoughts, later, that you are looking in the physical for the blessing that you have asked for.  Don't feel condemned, let patience have her perfect work that you may be perfect in entire wanting nothing. That's when you must add to your faith, virtue and then after virtue, put knowledge with the faith, than temperance, then patience, and so on (Read 2 Peter 1). You do have faith but its like a grain of mustard seed.  Well, I have been dealing with a lot of situations like this, that I have a grain of mustard seed-sized faith. This Faith walk will bring you to a closer walk with the Lord.

Mediator Or Peacemaker

I just found out that in a lot of my family situations, I was always somehow 'a go' between for keeping the peace.  The Lord revealed that He is 'a go' between also, Blessed are the peacemakers for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.  The word came to me Mediator: definition: One who intervenes between two persons who are at variance, with a view to reconcile them. Christ is a mediator of the new testament which is between God and man. We have the ministry of the word of reconciliation with the mediation between God/Christ and each other. We are a royal priesthood and a holy nation.  This comforted me. Listening between the drama of life, we might hear from the Father God. Amen.

The Making For The Good

It is evident that God wants me to look to him only.  Even when I feel that I might look stupid to myself because of the world watching my every move. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hid. My car sat in my driveway, minding, it's own business, and needing maintenance. And some individuals was coming to my door asking if my car was for sale.  How covetous is that! Looking over at each others possessions is called "coveting". Even some (so-called) Christians coveting after each others possessions.   All I know is patience has to have her perfect work, maybe because the Lord wants me to please him only.  The world is wanting me to make moves quickly and not wait on the Lord's leading. You know, that devil don't want you to please God. Because of some reason of their own lust, they can't understand why, I'm not doing what they would do.  I guess I look foolish to them.  My life is nothing and I can do nothing without God.  All the gifts of the Spirit can not work without communication with the Father God and faith.  When I do have a need I must depend solely on God not myself.  Because God knows where and how He meets the need, according to His riches in glory.  Everything around me has a purpose to make me into what God has intended me to be.  Even my mistakes work together for the good. Getting back to the beginning that God is the leader, which leads me by the way that I should go.  Praying that my spirit stays in tune to his leading and/or with His word.

Well, the Spirit of God made me to realize,"What do I want to do", by faith, I said, If I can only get my car back in the backyard, I know that my car would somehow get fixed. So I prayed about this happening. Some guys said it was my alternator and some said it's my starter, I thought maybe it is just the battery. I wanted to believe these guys would know, but it all lead to confusion in my mind. So again. I prayed about this also. That is when I started to believe that it was just the battery, seem like they might be right about the alternator, but not now.  So I prayed about getting a battery.  And also my son's helped to get the car in the backyard first, and things started happening. My son came up with the money for the battery, I ordered it and installed it and the car started and it ran for year with no problem. Being a double-minded will get you no where, so we must please only God, knowing that He said in his word, that we have a unction from the Holy One and we know all things.

Spiritually Blind Is Without Purpose

Who have sinned this man or his parents that he was born blind or that he had no purpose? waking up in the morning with no reason for living.  Jesus said, that the works of God might be made manifest in him.

What is sin?

Sin is doing wrong to yourself and others through your body.

Sin is doing wrong to yourself and others through your soul.

Sin is doing wrong toward God through your unclean spirit.

When I tried not to do wrong to others, and I found that I still did wrong to myself.  But if you love the Lord with all your heart, soul, strength and mind, you will not do wrong to yourself nor anyone else. But how can you love God without his Holy Spirit and without a new created spirit? You need to be born again.

I guess, I had no purpose for living as others, going through life not knowing what life was about, what to do? And how to do?  Finding out through trial and error and then gaining sight everyday through giving my heart to Christ, the way, truth and the life.  Finding out that God has my best interest at heart, through his commandments.  There is no life, no way, nor truth, without the Lord Jesus, so we of all men without hope in Christ, are the most miserable. It is a true marriage with Christ, because the Lord says, that He will do it, when we ask anything in His name. He is indeed the stronger one in the marriage, the provider, and the keeper.

The Lord spoke, to Peter three times after Peter denied that he knew him, soul, spirit and body.  Do you love me more than these? feed my sheep, Do you love me? feed my lambs, Do you love me? feed my sheep.  Jesus telling him, that when he was young, Peter made himself ready and walked where he wanted to go, but when he becomes old, he will stretch his arms out and another which is God shall strengthen him and carry him where he don't want to go.  Even loving Jesus is something that we must trust God for.  This is our destiny, to completely trust God for everything. Through it all I learned to trust in Jesus, I learned to trust in God, I learned to depend upon his word.  Soul, spirit and body, we are complete in Him.  The blind man, had no purpose until the religious folk cast him out because the blind man testified of a man named Jesus (that was righteous before God and God approved him to heal the blind, that never was in history anyone was healed of blindness).  So they cast him out because they didn't want him to teach them and when Jesus seen that they cast him out, Jesus said, Do you believe on the Son of God? Do you believe, not do you think that ever one else should believe, Do you believe? This man now has a purpose to live...Like Jesus told Peter, stop worry about what that man will do in God's kingdom, but you need to follow God for yourself, What is it to you what other men do?.you should follow Him for yourself....Amen.

Fellowship With The Father

I know that our Heavenly Father has fellowship with us, I know that because when my children didn't obey me the Lord was still there guiding them through and making everything work together for the good.  I was being a parent according to my Spirit not according to the old nature of what I was taught from the parents before me.  We look like fools to the world because we know that we are looking at the things that are not seen, like the Christ in our children's lives.  I didn't want my children, like other children of saved parents to stray.  I didn't know what I know now, that all I had to do is stand on the word, "That our children shall be taught of the Lord, and great shall be the peace of our children".  I was too busy providing for them to see all the spirituality they needed to be accomplished in their lives.  Even when they were so young and I thought that it was a good idea that I try to pray with them and study with them.  I still didn't realize there was more, for example, they needed experience with the Lord, while they are still with me in their teens.  The "Way Of Escape" page was written for the children and now I can tell you the side of the story of the parenthood of my Father God and his fellowship with me.  Their faith took me and my family on a journey and matured me and them. And after that, I seen the Father that he waits on us, using the only faith we have, my children were afraid and that's the only escape that they had seen, which is how God delivers us sometimes through temptations.  Temptations are when we are drawn from our own lust and enticed.  Because of disobedience, the children were not where they should be, in not obeying me.  This is confusing, "children obey your parents in the Lord which is right", but suppose they have an ungodly parent that is trying to influence the children's judgments to be ungodly, but thank you, God I don't have an ungodly parent because the Lord is a Father unto them.  Remembering also, that The Lord said to Sarah, "At this time will I come and Sarah shall have a son." It was my season to have my children at the age that I was, going on thirty-six, and thirty-six, and going on forty. The Lord proclaimed to me that "your children are holy" according to the scriptures because of your faith in the Lord Jesus. But because I was so busy working that I could not comprehend everything.  That is why I love to minister to people, because the little things that we should remember, we sort of forgetting because of the stress of the world or worldly education. That's why we need each other to remind us daily not every week, but daily.  But I really should have stood still with the whole armor of righteousness and with the sword spirit and believe my God.  Knowing that He has made me victorious in any situation.  But even in all of this, God does work all things together for the good. God is good, and lead them gently that have young.

A Way Of Escape

For when they speak great swelling words of vanity, they allure through the lusts of the flesh, through much wantonness, those that were clean escaped from them who live in error. 

There has no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that you are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that you may be able to bear it. 

2 Pet. 2:18;1 Cor. 10:13

Under the Blood Or Out Of The Blood

When you've been in a battle of scars and in a battle of truth. Sometimes what people had said to you in condemning, when you just had given your heart to the Lord, could be still condemning you.  Jesus washed our feet, maybe because we went places and picked up spirits. You are a new creature and you are holy not because you have done good or evil but that God dwells in you.  And you are his temple, your children are holy and clean, even though you been through the fire living with the unsaved.  God bought you with a price, his Son's precious blood, so glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God's. You can't condemn another man's servant.

When I was unsaved and going to College, I took my so-called youngest sister to the doctors for a checkup.  She was not supposed to date until at least sixteen years old.  But she was sneaking around with her boyfriend at school.  I was at that time of being 20 years and taking anatomy and physiology. I recommended to my parent to take her to the doctors for some kind of birth control.  She didn't want to but said I could take her, giving the responsibility to a sibling.  The parent didn't believe her daughter was fast. So, I took her to the doctors and she was already pregnant.  Which I was devastated, and thought this is not fair, she would not make it through school, which the rest of the girls did.  Thinking to much like a unsaved parent, I asked some people at work for advice.  One lady gave me a number and address and I gave it to my so-called sister, saying if you want to do this with your boyfriend. So she did get a abortion, how many years later, she had got married to the same boyfriend and had a son. I know now that this is murder to a unborn child to have an abortion.  My so-called older sister condemned me after I received the Lord in 1979, saying that I was saved when I helped the other to get a abortion.  Finding out that this older sister had two or three abortions.  Which she was under so much condemnation through her own conscience, so she wanted to condemn me also.  This was rough, knowing that I felt the Lord was going to save her.  She said she had received the Lord but something was just still not right.  She was still condemning me, years later.  I just found out years later, that she was like a Cain, being jealous of my offering to God, his well-beloved Son for my sins and she felt her works could save her from her sins.  She was trying to slay me by condemning me, but what did God's word say, "Who is he/she that condemns? It is Christ that died and he is risen and sitting at the right hand of God making intercession for us". When you know to do good and do it not, to you it is sin. God judge according to what you know, not what you know not. Don't condemn yourself, even if others condemn you, God is the judge.  Jesus said to the woman that was accused "Where are your accusers? Go and sin no more" amen. It is funny how some people would read this and believe that I still believe in abortions now, that is saying people don't believe in the offering of the body of Christ as righteousness. I am not still helping anyone to have an abortion nor did I have an abortion. And still today people are self righteous like unto Cain who slayed his brother Abel because of the offering of the innocent animal signifying the blood of the Lamb of God because that God chose Abel's gift over Cain's gift (the harvest offering). Be blessed and remember you can't get into God's kingdom by your own righteousness saved or not saved. Wash your robes in the blood of Lamb of God. Amen.