I just found out that in a lot of my family situations, I was always somehow 'a go' between for keeping the peace. The Lord revealed that He is 'a go' between also, Blessed are the peacemakers for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. The word came to me Mediator: definition: One who intervenes between two persons who are at variance, with a view to reconcile them. Christ is a mediator of the new testament which is between God and man. We have the ministry of the word of reconciliation with the mediation between God/Christ and each other. We are a royal priesthood and a holy nation. This comforted me. Listening between the drama of life, we might hear from the Father God. Amen.
The Making For The Good
It is evident that God wants me to look to him only. Even when I feel that I might look stupid to myself because of the world watching my every move. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hid. My car sat in my driveway, minding, it's own business, and needing maintenance. And some individuals was coming to my door asking if my car was for sale. How covetous is that! Looking over at each others possessions is called "coveting". Even some (so-called) Christians coveting after each others possessions. All I know is patience has to have her perfect work, maybe because the Lord wants me to please him only. The world is wanting me to make moves quickly and not wait on the Lord's leading. You know, that devil don't want you to please God. Because of some reason of their own lust, they can't understand why, I'm not doing what they would do. I guess I look foolish to them. My life is nothing and I can do nothing without God. All the gifts of the Spirit can not work without communication with the Father God and faith. When I do have a need I must depend solely on God not myself. Because God knows where and how He meets the need, according to His riches in glory. Everything around me has a purpose to make me into what God has intended me to be. Even my mistakes work together for the good. Getting back to the beginning that God is the leader, which leads me by the way that I should go. Praying that my spirit stays in tune to his leading and/or with His word.
Well, the Spirit of God made me to realize,"What do I want to do", by faith, I said, If I can only get my car back in the backyard, I know that my car would somehow get fixed. So I prayed about this happening. Some guys said it was my alternator and some said it's my starter, I thought maybe it is just the battery. I wanted to believe these guys would know, but it all lead to confusion in my mind. So again. I prayed about this also. That is when I started to believe that it was just the battery, seem like they might be right about the alternator, but not now. So I prayed about getting a battery. And also my son's helped to get the car in the backyard first, and things started happening. My son came up with the money for the battery, I ordered it and installed
it and the car started and it ran for year with no problem. Being a double-minded will get you no where, so we must please only God, knowing that He said in his word, that we have a unction from the Holy One and we know all things.
Spiritually Blind Is Without Purpose
Who have sinned this man or his parents that he was born blind or that he had no purpose? waking up in the morning with no reason for living. Jesus said, that the works of God might be made manifest in him.
What is sin?
Sin is doing wrong to yourself and others through your body.
Sin is doing wrong to yourself and others through your soul.
Sin is doing wrong toward God through your unclean spirit.
When I tried not to do wrong to others, and I found that I still did wrong to myself. But if you love the Lord with all your heart, soul, strength and mind, you will not do wrong to yourself nor anyone else. But how can you love God without his Holy Spirit and without a new created spirit? You need to be born again.
I guess, I had no purpose for living as others, going through life not knowing what life was about, what to do? And how to do? Finding out through trial and error and then gaining sight everyday through giving my heart to Christ, the way, truth and the life. Finding out that God has my best interest at heart, through his commandments. There is no life, no way, nor truth, without the Lord Jesus, so we of all men without hope in Christ, are the most miserable. It is a true marriage with Christ, because the Lord says, that He will do it, when we ask anything in His name. He is indeed the stronger one in the marriage, the provider, and the keeper.
The Lord spoke, to Peter three times after Peter denied that he knew him, soul, spirit and body. Do you love me more than these? feed my sheep, Do you love me? feed my lambs, Do you love me? feed my sheep. Jesus telling him, that when he was young, Peter made himself ready and walked where he wanted to go, but when he becomes old, he will stretch his arms out and another which is God shall strengthen him and carry him where he don't want to go. Even loving Jesus is something that we must trust God for. This is our destiny, to completely trust God for everything. Through it all I learned to trust in Jesus, I learned to trust in God, I learned to depend upon his word. Soul, spirit and body, we are complete in Him. The blind man, had no purpose until the religious folk cast him out because the blind man testified of a man named Jesus (that was righteous before God and God approved him to heal the blind, that never was in history anyone was healed of blindness). So they cast him out because they didn't want him to teach them and when Jesus seen that they cast him out, Jesus said, Do you believe on the Son of God? Do you believe, not do you think that ever one else should believe, Do you believe? This man now has a purpose to live...Like Jesus told Peter, stop worry about what that man will do in God's kingdom, but you need to follow God for yourself, What is it to you what other men do?.you should follow Him for yourself....Amen.
Fellowship With The Father
I know that our Heavenly Father has fellowship with us, I know that because when my children didn't obey me the Lord was still there guiding them through and making everything work together for the good. I was being a parent according to my Spirit not according to the old nature of what I was taught from the parents before me. We look like fools to the world because we know that we are looking at the things that are not seen, like the Christ in our children's lives. I didn't want my children, like other children of saved parents to stray. I didn't know what I know now, that all I had to do is stand on the word, "That our children shall be taught of the Lord, and great shall be the peace of our children". I was too busy providing for them to see all the spirituality they needed to be accomplished in their lives. Even when they were so young and I thought that it was a good idea that I try to pray with them and study with them. I still didn't realize there was more, for example, they needed experience with the Lord, while they are still with me in their teens. The "Way Of Escape" page was written for the children and now I can tell you the side of the story of the parenthood of my Father God and his fellowship with me. Their faith took me and my family on a journey and matured me and them. And after that, I seen the Father that he waits on us, using the only faith we have, my children were afraid and that's the only escape that they had seen, which is how God delivers us sometimes through temptations. Temptations are when we are drawn from our own lust and enticed. Because of disobedience, the children were not where they should be, in not obeying me. This is confusing, "children obey your parents in the Lord which is right", but suppose they have an ungodly parent that is trying to influence the children's judgments to be ungodly, but thank you, God I don't have an ungodly parent because the Lord is a Father unto them. Remembering also, that The Lord said to Sarah, "At this time will I come and Sarah shall have a son." It was my season to have my children at the age that I was, going on thirty-six, and thirty-six, and going on forty. The Lord proclaimed to me that "your children are holy" according to the scriptures because of your faith in the Lord Jesus. But because I was so busy working that I could not comprehend everything. That is why I love to minister to people, because the little things that we should remember, we sort of forgetting because of the stress of the world or worldly education. That's why we need each other to remind us daily not every week, but daily. But I really should have stood still with the whole armor of righteousness and with the sword spirit and believe my God. Knowing that He has made me victorious in any situation. But even in all of this, God does work all things together for the good. God is good, and lead them gently that have young.
A Way Of Escape
For when they speak great swelling words of vanity, they allure through the lusts of the flesh, through much wantonness, those that were clean escaped from them who live in error.
There has no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that you are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that you may be able to bear it.
2 Pet. 2:18;1 Cor. 10:13
Under the Blood Or Out Of The Blood
When you've been in a battle of scars and in a battle of truth. Sometimes what people had said to you in condemning, when you just had given your heart to the Lord, could be still condemning you. Jesus washed our feet, maybe because we went places and picked up spirits. You are a new creature and you are holy not because you have done good or evil but that God dwells in you. And you are his temple, your children are holy and clean, even though you been through the fire living with the unsaved. God bought you with a price, his Son's precious blood, so glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God's. You can't condemn another man's servant.
When I was unsaved and going to College, I took my so-called youngest sister to the doctors for a checkup. She was not supposed to date until at least sixteen years old. But she was sneaking around with her boyfriend at school. I was at that time of being 20 years and taking anatomy and physiology. I recommended to my parent to take her to the doctors for some kind of birth control. She didn't want to but said I could take her, giving the responsibility to a sibling. The parent didn't believe her daughter was fast. So, I took her to the doctors and she was already pregnant. Which I was devastated, and thought this is not fair, she would not make it through school, which the rest of the girls did. Thinking to much like a unsaved parent, I asked some people at work for advice. One lady gave me a number and address and I gave it to my so-called sister, saying if you want to do this with your boyfriend. So she did get a abortion, how many years later, she had got married to the same boyfriend and had a son. I know now that this is murder to a unborn child to have an abortion. My so-called older sister condemned me after I received the Lord in 1979, saying that I was saved when I helped the other to get a abortion. Finding out that this older sister had two or three abortions. Which she was under so much condemnation through her own conscience, so she wanted to condemn me also. This was rough, knowing that I felt the Lord was going to save her. She said she had received the Lord but something was just still not right. She was still condemning me, years later. I just found out years later, that she was like a Cain, being jealous of my offering to God, his well-beloved Son for my sins and she felt her works could save her from her sins. She was trying to slay me by condemning me, but what did God's word say, "Who is he/she that condemns? It is Christ that died and he is risen and sitting at the right hand of God making intercession for us". When you know to do good and do it not, to you it is sin. God judge according to what you know, not what you know not. Don't condemn yourself, even if others condemn you, God is the judge. Jesus said to the woman that was accused "Where are your accusers? Go and sin no more" amen. It is funny how some people would read this and believe that I still believe in abortions now, that is saying people don't believe in the offering of the body of Christ as righteousness. I am not still helping anyone to have an abortion nor did I have an abortion. And still today people are self righteous like unto Cain who slayed his brother Abel because of the offering of the innocent animal signifying the blood of the Lamb of God because that God chose Abel's gift over Cain's gift (the harvest offering). Be blessed and remember you can't get into God's kingdom by your own righteousness saved or not saved. Wash your robes in the blood of Lamb of God. Amen.
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