It Is I, Be Not Afraid

But the ship was now in the midst of the sea, tossed with waves: for the wind was contrary. And in the fourth watch of the night Jesus went unto them, walking on the sea. And when the disciples saw him walking on the sea, they were troubled, saying, It is a spirit; and they cried out for fear. But straightway Jesus spoke unto them, saying, Be of good cheer; it is I; be not afraid. Matt. 14:24-27 Can you relate to this?

He said that he would never leave us nor forsake us, why do we think that it could be evil things tormenting us, be not afraid it is Christ, ask of him these mysteries in your life, all things now are of God. pray about it. Jesus is with me and I experienced the fear and the cheer, it was Jesus all the time. My God! Hallelujah! amen. Yes, Lord The battle is the Lords, the Lord of Hosts is his name.

This house, I'm living in is no ones house but God. The last man that owned the house was name "Jesse Farmer" he died. And these landlords which was not landlords didn't own the house, "Jesse Farmer" name reminds me of David's father "Jesse" and "Farmer" reminds me of the Husbandman which is God.  Well the Lord got to me to speak to me about a promise to me that no one will get between me and my God that is what I prayed when I received the Lord God, and God kept that promise and showed me through this situation that He is faithful to me. This house was built in 1955 and the house is grey and black which is for ashly. Perfect for me. This is me in a symbolic way not a spirit but Christ was speaking to me that it is himself, be of good cheer, be not afraid I will work it out for your good.

Pray and Praise God

Acts 16:24-26 Who, having received such a charge, thrust them into the inner prison, and made their feet fast in the stocks. And at midnight Paul and Silas prayed, and sang praises unto God:and the prisoners heard them. And suddenly there was a great earthquake, so that the foundations of the prison were shaken: and immediately all the doors were opened, and every one's bands were loosed.

Do you ever feel that you would get in the way if God blessed you? or that you don't know what to do? that is a yoke or a bondage, because you must walk by faith. But where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is Liberty. The anointing breaks every yoke. There is a foundation of error that hinders us from walking in the spirit.  When praying for one another or letting God minister through us we will find that the error of the foundation that is holding us will be shaken.  The only foundation that we should be standing on is Christ Jesus the truth of God. We shall know the truth and the truth shall make us free.  God said he will not just shake the earth only but also heaven, this is signifying that there must be some things that are not of God that will be shaken and these things that remain are of God.  So we see that the Holy Spirit is edifying the body of Christ with divers ministries and only with two or three gathered in his name or sometimes encouraging yourself is sufficient; to loosen the bands of wickedness through rebuke in love to each other and/or prayer.  Why is it that some don't believe the word of God is rich with the truth, not dead letter of the law, but the gospel truth is what we should be eating and living from that bread which is Christ.  Some start off with Christ Jesus and stray away from his doctrine, maybe it came from the pastors and teachers that teach the law and not grace.  Some don't believe that God is all powerful to keep the souls that he saves through the Lord Jesus Christ.  He said, He is the Good Shepherd, but some say work, work, work like the Egyptians did to the Israelites. Which the Egyptians felt that sheep was a abomination to them.  God lead his people as a Shepherd out of Egypt into the promise land and he is just the same today.  Jesus said that we are his Father's sheep.  What foundation are you in all cases standing on? the anointing which is the truth shall break every yoke.

Not My Will But God's Will

From where come wars and fightings among you? come they not here, even of your lusts that war in your members? Do you think that the scripture said in vain, The spirit that dwells in us lusts to envy?
But he gives more grace. Wherefore he said, God resist the proud, but gives grace unto the humble. Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double minded. Be afflicted, and mourn, and weep: let your laughter be turned to mourning, and your joy to heaviness. Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up. A lot of our problems come from ourselves, when we don't like something, it first starts with us, and then it goes out to the world. I seen that I didn't want to be a preacher or a minister, I wanted to be just a virtuous woman, but this is not true.  This is the battle that is going on inside of me that I don't want to be something that God has meant me to be, being a virtuous woman is not the problem, but being a minister of the gospel is the problem with me.  This is a problem from within, and I must conquer it by submitting to God's will.  I love the boldness and what God is saying through me but I don't like that he uses me, why does he want to use a woman, I would say. This is the scripture that comes to mind "God has chosen the foolish things of this world to confound the things which are wise in this world..", this is for me not anyone else to realize that he has chosen me for his glory and then I would become happy but then I would become sad because it doesn't make sense. Maybe it doesn't make sense because I thought I had my sons so they can be the preachers but that is not what God was doing, that was what I thought to hand it down to them.  One of my sons used to say "don't give me those hand-it-downs", meaning clothes. But who do I think I am anyway to think I can hand anything like a gift or anointing to another, that is God's business not mine to give it to me in the first place, And he doesn't change his mind nor repent from blessing me with his anointing, Praise the Lord!!, I can't fight with God, let his will be done!! The problem is now solved because God's will is my will in and for my life, now I have peace with God through my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. amen. Thanks for listening.

James 4:1-10

Where Are Those Your Accusers?

For men shall be lovers of their own selves..false accusers,..;And they which heard it, being convicted by their own conscience, went out one by one, beginning at the eldest, even unto the last: and Jesus was left alone, and the woman standing in the midst. When Jesus had lifted up himself, and saw none but the woman, he said unto her, Woman, where are those your accusers? have no man condemned you? She said, No man, Lord. And Jesus said unto her, Neither do I condemn you: go, and sin no more. And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of his Christ: for the accuser of our brethren is cast down, which accused them before our God day and night. And there shall be no night there; and they need no candle, neither light of the sun; for the Lord God gives them light: and they shall reign for ever and ever. I had no night, I stay up for days all through the night, sleeping in the day-time, and God gave me light. Because it was the devil in the middle of the night accusing me about everything because I was in that high place with the Lord and now there is no accuser to accuse me falsely,  Oh! How precious is the flow that makes me white as snow there's no other fount I know nothing but the blood of Jesus. Amazing grace how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me...., The cleansing stream I see, I see, I plunge and Oh it cleanseth me, Oh Praise the Lord, It cleanseth me, yes cleanseth me, yes cleanseth me. I rise to walk in heaven's own light above the world of sin, with heart made pure and garment white and Christ enthroned within.  The cleanses stream I see I see, I plunge and Oh it cleanseth me, Oh Praise the Lord, It cleanseth me, yes cleanseth me, yes cleanseth me. amen. If you confess your sins, God is faithful and just to forgive you your sins and to cleanse you from all the unrighteousness, if you say that you have no sin you deceive yourself and God's word is not in you. amen.

The Lord Heard I Was Hated

Because the LORD has heard I was hated, he has therefore given me this son also: For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counselor, The Mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace. For in him dwells all the fullness of the Godhead bodily. And I am complete in him, which is the head of all principality and power: The Father loves the Son, and have given all things into his hand. For as the Father has life in himself; so have he given to the Son to have life in himself; And have given him authority to execute judgment also, because he is the Son of man. And this is the record, that God has given to me eternal life, and this life is in his Son. And we know that the Son of God comes, and have given us an understanding, that we may know him that is true, and we are in him that is true, even in his Son Jesus Christ. This is the true God and eternal life. And I said, My heart rejoices in the Lord, mine horn is exalted in the Lord: my mouth is enlarged over mine enemies; because I rejoice in my God's salvation. Now I can speak boldly as I ought to speak with no fear because the Lord God is behind me one hundred percent.

For I will give you a mouth and wisdom, which all your adversaries shall not be able to gainsay nor resist.

Luke 21:15

I Was And Am Hated

Through generations you will see God blessed his people that was hated without cause Jesus is the forerunner, Joseph, David, Daniel, etc. he always exalted them. This was Christ manifested in them. I was hated and now am hated and my children without cause, seven years ago I and my children was cast out of a household and they put their sins on us, and now I know that Christ has been there with me and is truly with me and my children today. How can you say you love the Father God and hate his children or his people? I lived in this hate all my life like the blind man, not knowing what was going on, but knowing you are hated, until the Lord called me to himself. I was preaching but no one was listening until they cast me and my children out. The healed of being blind man answered and said unto them, Why herein is a marvelous thing, that you know not from whence he is, and yet he have opened mine eyes. Now we know that God hears not sinners: but if any man be a worshiper of God, and does his will, him he hears. Since the world began was it not heard that any man opened the eyes of one that was born blind. If this man were not of God, he could do nothing. They answered and said unto him, You was altogether born in sins, and do you teach us? And they cast him out. Jesus heard that they had cast him out; and when he had found him, he said unto him, Do you believe on the Son of God? He answered and said, Who is he, Lord, that I might believe on him? And Jesus said unto him, You have both seen him, and it is he that talks with you. And he said, Lord, I believe. And he worshiped him. And Jesus said, For judgment I am come into this world, that they which see not might see; and that they which see might be made blind. And some of the Pharisees which were with him heard these words, and said unto him, Are we blind also? Jesus said unto them, If you were blind, you should have no sin: but now you say, We see; therefore your sin remains. They cast me out, and it was meant that they cast me out, that I might be exalted in Christ. But love you your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and you shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil. Be you therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful. Woe unto you, when all men shall speak well of you! for so did their fathers to the false prophets. But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. For these things are truly forgiveness. Amen.

God At His Best

Jesus found me in the lost and found,
In a time that nobody was around.
He gave me strength even when I was bound,
He has always kept me ever, so sound.
Now is the time to give it a rest,
Knowing that my God is on His very best,
He said, "I'm just the same today,
So do all that you can do and move out of my way".
God has saved me in the nick of time,
When I thought that I didn't have a dime.
My God is always a provider indeed,
So I don't have to worry when I have a need.
God is always reminding my soul,
Every time making me ever wit whole.

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If God found me, which He did, there is no other to be needed.

God Remembers

God have not dealt with me after my sins; nor rewarded me according to my iniquities. For as the heaven is high above the earth, so great is his mercy toward me that fear him. As far as the east is from the west, so far have he removed my transgressions from me. Like as a father pitied his child, so the LORD pities me that fear him. For God knows my frame; God remembers that I am dust and ashes. I know the LORD that He is God: it is he that have made me, and not me myself; I am his people, and a sheep of his pasture. He will regard the prayer of the destitute, and not despise my prayer. If I say that I have fellowship with him, and walk in darkness, I lie, and do not the truth: But if I walk in the light, as He is in the light, I have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanse me from all sin. If I say that I have no sin, I deceive myself, and the truth is not in me. If I confess my sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us my sins, and to cleanse me from all unrighteousness. If I say that I have not sinned, I make him a liar, and his word is not in me. I am glad God has not rewarded me according to my sins and that he remembers that I am just dust and ashes.  Like Abraham answered and said, Behold now, I have taken upon me to speak unto the LORD, which am but dust and ashes: For God redeemed my life from destruction; He crowns me with loving-kindness and tender mercies; Bless the Lord Oh my soul!  I am forgiven and have the blessing of Christ and of my God, and nothing can hinder his love to me.  For the blood of the Lamb cleanses me from all sins. Revelation 7:14 Says, "These are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, and made them white in the blood of the Lamb". Behold, I come quickly: blessed is he that keep the sayings of the prophecy of this book. And I John saw these things, and heard them. And when I had heard and seen, I fell down to worship before the feet of the angel which showed me these things. Then said he unto me, See you do it not: for I am your fellow servant, and of your brethren the prophets, and of them which keep the sayings of this book: worship God. And he said unto me, Seal not the sayings of the prophecy of this book: for the time is at hand. Amen. I am them that keep the saying of this book. Amen. Hallelujah!! Yes!! And there shall be no night there; and they need no candle, neither light of the sun; for the Lord God gives them light: and they shall reign for ever and ever. Amen. Then said he unto them, Therefore every scribe which is instructed unto the kingdom of heaven is like unto a man that is an householder, which brings forth out of his treasure things new and old. (Matt. 13:52) And you shall eat old store, and bring forth the old because of the new. (Lev. 26:10)

God Righteousness

Seek first God's kingdom and His RIGHTEOUSNESS and all these things shall be added. Not our righteousness but His righteousness. When Peter went to the sea to get the first fish, and open his mouth to see money, did Peter asked to find the owner? Didn't Peter do what Christ said and received the money and paid the debt that was not even owed. The blessing of the Lord makes rich and He adds no sorrow to it. He will not let you suffer over a blessing that is for you. Ask. God is good.  Are we building up our own righteousness, so we can feel that we deserve a blessing when we ask? That's not God's righteousness.  If God gave you the thing that you needed, would you hinder it and be self-righteous?  Suppose Peter said, "I can't give this money to the tax people they might think that I stole this money," this is self righteous. You are hindering your own blessings and God. If you are doubting you can't receive from God. The doubting is "what if", "but", "if this happens", "but, I'm not important".  You are important because you received Christ in your life, God's righteousness. Your good works is not why he answers your prayers. Put the money on your taxes as a gift, and receive from the Lord. Be honest. You can't be double-minded. You will not receive anything of the Lord, double-minded is unstable in all it's ways. Fear is not love, perfect love cast out fear, We love God because He first loved us. Think, keep following the Lord, don't draw back into perdition but believe to the saving of your soul.  Jesus wants you to be free to serve him and to be a light, a city that is set on a hill it can not be hid, to show how much he loves you, so people will believe on him that sent him, that God is good.

Give Them To Eat

Jesus told his disciples to give them to eat, what you are eating.  The disciples looked at the fact that there was so many people to feed and the amount they had in their hands was not enough for them and the people to be fed.  But Jesus commanded his disciples to make the people sit down.  This is the act of their faith, to make the people sit down to meat.  I have seen how God wants us to use what we have and multiply it, for my God is a harvesting God.  Walk by faith and not by sight.  Everything points to this scripture, that our lives are not the same as it used to be.  I remember when I first received the Lord, I wanted great faith.  I was told that if you fast, that it would make you stronger.  So I fast for four days, I am not recommending that others do this.  After the four days and I was in prayer, and I knew that the presence of God was there, God listening to me.  I asked that I could walk with my husband by faith like Abraham and Sarah.  I heard "You will surely, walk by faith with your husband".  So I continued in prayer, and asked for the gift of miracles, I heard "You will surely have a need of a miracle" that made me afraid and I said to myself. "Oh, No, what have I asked". I always wanted God to be my husband, but felt "No, I can't asked that, but it was my desire though".  I still went through a lot of dreams, about who my husband was and I searched and was very disappointed that nobody could fill those shoes but my God.  I didn't realize that when I was under conviction to become saved, that I knew that God was taking care of me and all I wanted to do is have him in my life and get a man that would please him so I would not be unpleasing to him anymore.  Yes, Jesus was that man that would make my God pleased and I would be pleasing to him. Long story made short, "The Lord of Host is his name" twenty-eight years later I found out that eye have not seen nor ear heard the things that God has prepared for them that love, wait, adore him, This song was given to me from the Lord on my venture for the search for the husband in 1983. So I have been walking with my God all this time by faith. :) God has many mansions, God is vast, Jesus said "He goes to prepare a place for you". God can be all that you need.. He is a fulfilling God. Hallelujah!